SYMBIOSIS
"25 years
and my life is still, trying to
get up that great big hill of hope,
for
a destination"
Lyrics by Four Non Blonds
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It was 25 years ago this month when I first
came up that really big hill to get to Lake
Tahoe and while I'm not as young as I once was
then, I don't feel as old as I'm supposed to
be even with all that has taken place since.
Like any good book or movie, the story is just
getting to the exciting part where you hit
that part of your life when you can see both
ahead of where you want the story to go and
behind along the wake your life has left. That
is where I find myself, with a story from my
beginning to my hoped for end that reads like
a Spider Robinson novel. Great plot points,
dramatic highlights and now we come to the
heroine of the tale, she who's siren's call
guided me to where I find myself now and is
the subject of this month's editorial...Karra.
It's hard to write about yourself when it
involves another person but that is how it is
with twin souls, a relationship that can best
be described as symbiotic. The first time I
met Karra was before I even knew her name
happened while listening to a guided
meditation tape back in Sedona. I fell asleep
but found myself in my astral form looking
around at what I would only realize later was
the visitors lounge above the landing bay of
Hades Base. She walked in so tall and
beautiful with the presence I remembered well
from my earliest memories. She took me on a
tour of the base explaining some of the things
we saw along the way while I just followed in
complete awe of her. At the time I had no
concept of Ashtar Command or the sixth
dimension and wrote it off to a lucid dream
that felt completely real. We were officially
introduced to each other by Kiri in 1992
during an early channeling session and from
her very first words I finally had a name I
could put to the presence I had felt all my
life.
It has always been she whose words would
permeate my thoughts and eyes burn their way
to my soul whenever I closed mine. She who
could only shake her head at the life lessons
I had to experience and she who would hold my
mental hand, reminding me of how much fun the
future was going to be. Karra has always been
a soft, female presence guiding me through my
journey of life, assuring me at all times that
there is nothing to fear and teaching
constantly that while life appears to be a
chaotic mess, it is actually an intricate
dance of precision and perfection. Over the
years, the connection of our twinned souls has
strengthened from her help with the podcasts
and these editorials which has been crucial.
Separated by both the time and space of the
4th and 5th dimensions, it feels more like a
separation of a few hundred miles, not a 150
million of them. Like magnets, our paths came
closer and closer to get to the meeting
planned in between lives. When I asked how
things turned out the way they did she said,
"Cause and effect. One thing follows another
so that we could meet and I could give you
that answer." So simple and so true. Our
decisions, our friendships, our words, actions
and thoughts all come across as singular
fruits hanging on the branches of the tree we
could use as an analogy for ourselves but they
and the tree are just a small part of a larger
orchard we all share. It's all about growth
and ensuring the combined fruits go out to
feed a hungry world. May the fruit you grow
and the love you show make for a bountiful
harvest this holiday season. From me here in
the 3rd dimension and from my other self in
the 6th dimension, may the rest of the year be
fruitful and the new year even more so.
In
love and light as one,
Russ and Karra
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